Saturday, April 10, 2010

i call it NOTHING....

i dn't know what life saw in me,but all the times when i begged for delirium surprisingly it granted me sainess....every single time my dispositions would end up playing with me...funny how i never understood the plight of it...

but now when i stand on the outside n look at the sphere , the picture reveals n says it out loud "The secret of life is honesty and fair dealing.If you can fake that, you've got it made." amazingly the satan inside of me said" welcome to the game"......

Me and not the events have the power to make me happy or unhappy today because now i can choose which it shall be...desolation is not an answer for every aftermath.....you can rouge yourself but you cn't rouge the Satan inside you...because he can descry more thn what is loomed....so why cn't we all just stop being so fabricated and be what we really are....GENUINE...its not that difficult, its just an act of candor and chastity...

its not only we but the whole world to blame... let me show you the overall picture,its of a degraded community whose idealism even is largely fake. The pretentiousness, the bogus enthusiasm, the constant drinking, the incessant squabbling over money, the all-pervasive agent, the strutting of the big shots and their usually utter incompetence to achieve anything they start out to do, the constant fear of losing all this leprechauns gold and being the nothing they have never ceased to be....

a little bit of you and me

Everyone i know was waiting in a queue...with the urgencies on their face and eagerness in heart. I was one among them and then i realized that everything was falling through in flashes.....5 seconds and you are on my mind. how can i not see the smile..the divergence is so strong that it cloaks the amore..the times when you walked right and i stayed left...it pains when i remember all the affray, it feels as if the earth cries with you and the clouds bleed...,,dn't know where i went wrong but that one luster in your eyes takes away all the regrets and remorse....

you made me feel like home. From immense to embryonic thnigs , you held my hand and made me walk through. trusting you was so effortless...after all this time my love for you is blind...so so blind...
Soul,Sense, Spirit is abducted by the probity of love...the emanation and fragrance of ardor makes me grounded to the floor....

some say that we are immature and some that its too fast.....some say that i was dark and that us is mock....but then they didn't know that some emotions don't make a lot of noise. It's hard to hear pride. Caring is real faint - like a heartbeat. And pure love - why, some days it's so quiet, you don't even know it's there. but i know its always there and will be always there....There are more people who wish to be loved than there are who are willing to love....its just that i choose to be both kind....

my convictions say we are going to be together ....sit together and have our share of laughs..walk and have our divvy of tears....